Hello again everyone (or no one cuz i am pretty sure no one reads this)!

It is almost 6 am and i am awake, definitely not by choice tho. I have again woken up covered in sweat. I can not figure out why this is happening. There are a few things it could be but it doesnt make too much sense. Like: I am on pain medication and withdrawls can create the sweats except that i dont take more than i am supposed to and I am not out of my medication. I take it on time and have never had this problem before, except when i took myself off the medication awhile back. It felt totally different too, like i was freezing. I am not cold, not in the same way anyway.
Another reason could be i am having really horrible dreams, tho i dont remember dreaming. It could also be the reason i am not getting much sleep either.
Maybe this is all stress related and i should go talk to Ms. Roundtree (psych) again..... She is a really nice lady who i think actually cares for the people she talks to. My doctor had me talk to her right after Gabe left and it helped a little. Maybe she can help me figure this thing out. i am leaning towards stress: my dui, no husband at home and the fact i am not cleaning my house at all and am lonely adds up to some major stress.

I had hoped writing down my thoughts would help me to figure this out but i am still confused. Hopefully i can get this remedied, it is not fun waking up with wet clothes and sheets.

On a happy note i recently got a new moped. Its pretty bad ass. It has the wide tires so its a bit safer and its new so i dont have much to worry about right now as far as mechanics. I went to the other side of diamondhead and back and spent maybe 2 dollars on gas.......so nice!! i absolutely love my moped. It makes me want to upgrade to a motorcycle. Gabe says that after a year of riding my moped we will talk about getting me a motorcycle. I think i was born to ride a motorcycle :D

Well bye for now all.